::CHERNTZE.

Friday, June 29, 2007

IM SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN AND BEYOND SIEN.
drinking milk and munching on a piece of multigrain bread.
staring at the moniter, typing another consecutive blog post of the day.
WISHING TO GO OUT.

生命是美丽的
无时无刻
每时每刻
只要你会把握
每一分
每一秒
生命始终完美

不要怨天尤人
不要说生命悲哀
不要忘记
外头总会有人挂念着你

chernTze

hmm.
hong's complaining le.
abt me 爆料-ing her.
so... will not talk abt her hilarious, amusing acts i witnessed in school.
HAHA.

I DONT WANT TO MISSS FUUUNFAAAIR.
like, what shit la.
LA test, C Lit essay all on thursday.
then FUNFAIR on friday.
BUT I WILL ONLY GET BACK ON SUNDAY.
....
i have to go shanghai, but i really dont wanna miss out the fun!!
aye.

...
and stupid braces.
a hook just broke off when i was eating noodles just now.
and since then it had been hurting like siao
-- the loose thin metal stick keep poking into my gums. painful.
OUCH. T.T

HMM.
我买到写真了！
附加一张巨型海报和一个飞轮海文件夹。
超兴奋的说。
哈哈。
很帅。真的是很帅很帅。xD

just went back from the petrol station with some food.
THEY ARE GONNA LET ME SURVIVE THRU THIS WEEKEND.
=]

chernTze

Thursday, June 28, 2007

HMM.
i would very much like any one of the C lit teachers as chinese teacher for 411 next year.
cos they are more... 'lively' or rather, 活 in marking essays.

for example, if we got a topic which we really dont agree with it - AT ALL, and we write an realistic essay which opposes to the topic, it's really up to the teacher who marks it to decide whether it's a good essay:

1) high marks
-- for being creative, realistic and is able to voice ur thoughts
2) average marks
-- for being in your class where marks are like, ±45
3) low marks:
--for nice handwriting and submitting the essay on time

SO.
i like 活的改法.
NOT TRADITIONAL MARKING SCHEME, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
they are outdated already, pls.
ever since the feng jian system in china was abolished. year 1910 i think.

HMM.
and the C lit teachers revealed a very shocking fact indeed.

"每一班的华文老师都是我分配的！你以为啊。" with a smug but cute look.
and hong had a super worried expression on her face.

"就是说啊，如果有谁在我的文学课没有交功课的，明年的老师一定会知道！"
and hong gave a tiny 惨叫. (cos the teacher is right in front of her)

suddenly hear kaini whispering to chang, something like: "我不要李文娟！"
then yuchi suddenly burst out: "明年你可以教我们吗？11班。"
-- HORRIFIED EXPRESSION ON HONG'S FACE.

and i was so amused just watching her expressions.

ANDAND.
just now when 陈欣哲老师 was walking with me to the general office,
she asked: “你年尾去哪里？是中国浸濡吗？”
me: “是。”
“你去哪里？” and suddenly she remembered: “对哦，是我分配的，我都忘了我把你放去哪里了。”
“哦。哈哈。” *sweats -.-"*
“那… 现在你去了上海，年尾还想去吗？还是，你要去宁波？那个团去了宁波也可以去上海。”
“啊？我- 我-”
“或者，你要去北京吗？还是- 你要去那个‘数学之旅’？”
“不要不要！我的数学- 不怎么好。” *i had actually wanted to say 很烂*

“那你还会要去上海吗？我可能可以帮你挪一挪。” seriously. 换团。
sudden thought of being in a 团 w/o any 熟人, i abit de horrified.

“啊，那要看看我这次去上海怎样，回来再说。其实，中国有很多地方我都没去过，我都想试一试。”
diplomatic ans, nice, appropriate, but unclear. no decision made.
and she replied: “好，你如果不想再去上海要跟我说哦。”

so i was totally... 震惊.
im really afraid that i will end up in a diff group leh, without any ppl from 311.
AYE, i dont want that to happen lor.
please.
CAN LET ME KNOW WHICH GROUP THEY ARE IN LE, THEN DECIDE?

chernTze

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

well well.
SECOND DAY AFTER SCHOOL REOPENED.

1) hairstyle prob
some comments.
JO says it looks nice on me. better.
KYH commented: "CHERNTZE CHANGED HER HAIR!!" with a very dramatic expression.
then he realised that it sounded abit de weird, so he said: "i mean, HAIRSTYLE!!"
LWJ commented: “哎呀，现在换的这个发型比较时髦，可之前的那份清纯就消失了，呵呵呵！老师就比较喜欢传统一点儿的发型。” *which left me lost in memories to search for the last time when i was “清纯”.*

classmates seem to have accepted this new hairstyle of mine. except for hong who is still experiencing some difficulties in adapting to it.

other ppl tend to stare at me along the corridor with an astonished look.

2) homework prob
written across the whiteboard in lucy's classroom was:
WE HAVE A MOLE OF OVERDUE HOMEWORK.

that applies, fairly true, for me too.

3) some coordination prob
re-learnt signing today. mrs ctan had taught us before, last yr and the yr before, and now im learning it again. but i just couldn sign the letters quick enough, even after 3 years of learning. takes me 5 whole seconds to think of the each letter. guess im not cut out for signing.

4) imagination prob
imagination ran wild for me, jo and hong today, particularly hong and i.
we were first discussing about getting into backstages when fahrenheit's performing.
then we invented a few new lame things.
BENCH SIGN.
those signs are definitely much easier to remember than the actual signs.

e.g. 激动: acting like a chicken (with hand as beak). beak moves downwards, and suddenly freeze in mid-air. [鸡冻]
e.g. 走音 ('zao xia' in hokkien, inspired by dear bianca): acting like a prawn digging for something [凿虾] or acting as if you are finding a prawn [找虾]

etc.

SO. I ADMIT THE FACT THAT WE HAVE BECAME MUCH LAMER AFTER THE HOLS.
and that's not a good sign. O_o

chernTze

Sunday, June 24, 2007

BACK!
safely. =]

and... there are, indeed, alarming death rates around us these days. 0_o
*drama: AHH! IS YOU-KNOW-WHO COMING BACK?* *panics*

okay. never mind.
proves that my lame-ness had not decreased a bit over the hols.

PPL.
beware.
tomorrow-
prepare to see-
ME. xD

chernTze

Saturday, June 23, 2007

sounds abit like acting emo hor.
actually im not la. and there's nothing wrong in being emo anw,
now i realised.
cos sometimes there are something in life which you can never change.
maybe you can, but it will take a long, long time.
and that makes me feel sad and... a little helpless.

chernTze

李玟的歌-《美丽笨女人》

当整个世界因为太疲倦而睡去
我仿佛听到有人为爱欢呼为爱哭泣
早已经听你说过千万次要放弃
从此不再为他而美丽
不要鲜花不想再受委屈

ok
所以你背起行囊
逃逃逃到远方
开始要试着独立
试着重新更爱自己
有一天清晨醒来发觉不能呼吸
于是又乖乖回到他怀里
这次你下决心牺牲自己
ok

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己
爱不是死心塌地就有结局
哎呀呀呀.....
哎呀呀呀.....
所以你背起行囊
逃逃逃到远方
开始要试着独立
试着重新更爱自己
有一天清晨醒来发觉不能呼吸
于是又乖乖回到他怀里
这次你下决心牺牲自己
ok

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己

每一个美丽的美丽的笨女人
都需要向天祈求感情出现奇迹
未来的日子需要多少的谎言
用来欺骗自己麻醉自己
需要多少同情多少勇气

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己
爱不是死心塌地就有结局

笨女人

chernTze

大人的世界
跟我们的距离并不是太遥远
我们犯的错他们也很可能会犯
但是就因为他们是大人
所以常常不会察觉这一点

我们想说：其实我也经历过，真的
但是因为我们“还小”
所以我们的话
就这样轻轻飘过
等同平日要求买东西、投诉弟妹等的话语
不被重视

眼看着大人的世界里
懊恼、痛苦越来越多
我们极想分担
但是不，我们不能

因为我们始终是没有长大的
“小孩”。

chernTze

Monday, June 18, 2007

im very worried abt my ART homework.
CAN ANYONE TEACH ME HOW TO USE ACRYLIC PAINT PLS.
i stared at the box of acrylic paint for a long time.
and decided to keep it away from my sight.
cos i dont know how to use it. :/
SAD RIGHT.

AND I THINK IM DYING.
can build a sandcastle for me to lie in. [seems abit de small hor]
aye. but i think im nowhere from finishing my homework.
还没有做完的是做完了的两、三倍。
i shall go and drown myself in air.
or cut my wrist with a pen.
eh... maybe hang myself with noodle?
ah. and knock my head against a beancurd.
.....

*古典音乐响起*
Shakespear 说:
"Getting CT dead is just as impossible as finishing all her homework on time."

这种好像不叫坚强嗬。
叫皮韧。
....

never mind.

here's info for ppl out there who are wondering why i MAY be going to shanghai.
actually
i got a prize in an international writing contest.
全球华人中学生阅读征文大赛.
will be representing singapore to go shanghai for a 交流会 and 颁奖礼 -
IF my application for leave is approved.
for those who are interested there is more info in the news article below:
http://blog.eastday.com/sp1/zuowensai/10152483653.shtml

so... i MAY not be in school during 5th & 6th July.

im looking forward to it.
and i really hope that miss yap can grant me permission to go. :/

chernTze

Saturday, June 16, 2007

好孩子抑或是坏孩子
真的是这样来定义的吗？

chernTze

uh... i think i will be going shanghai from 5th to 7th July.
they activities there seem so fun... but too fully-packed...
seems like there's no time to rest at all.
and both flights (to & fr shanghai) will be during midnight.
i guess they want us to sleep on the plane.

that would be a brand new experience for me. x]

mom's starting to get worried that my sensitive skin will start to have problems when i get there.
that's why i want mom to accompany me there. sigh. x(
MOM SAYS IT WILL BE 仲夏 IN SHANGHAI THEN!!
haha. so cool. 仲夏！

but i wonder whether miss yap will grant me permission to go shanghai.
I REALLY WISH TO GO.
they will invite many famous writers on the prize-giving ceremony.
if any of my favorite writers turn up (which is highly possible) I WILL BE VERY EXCITED.
maybe not as excited as i were in IMM. xD

chernTze

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

im in kinda bad mood now.
cos im stuck in solving AMES Euler qns.

hmm. what a stupid reason to have ruined my mood.

OKAY. I'VE DECIDED TO PUT EULER AWAY. BYE EULER!!
[i will get you out from the thick pile of books someday. perhaps next week.]

YAY!!
dinner yesterday was great.
mom brought us to this restaurant called 港一.
initially i thought it was called '港'.
[come to think of it, i was actually quite gullible to have believed that such stupid name for a seafood restaurant actually EXISTED.]

then i realized that the 港 had a horizontal stroke under it.
so i thought: "underline?"
when i told my mei she gave me a = = look, and told me that the name is 港一 not 港.
FINE.

haha.
okay but that's not the point.
the point is, the food there is simply too COOL.
they have white crabs, and crabs all the way from alaska which are huge as pumpkins.
oh and they also have very disgustingly shaped 象拔蚌.

but i heard that they are super delicious.
duno. but im very sure that i wont ever TOUCH those things.

eh.
dinner was great!!
i like the designs of the dishes.
like, small dishes served in opened clams [big ones of course],
and use long long rib bones to 串 the meat and barbecue.
so cool! xD

okay.
main point is, background music in the restaurant last night was 爱到. x]

chernTze

Monday, June 11, 2007

*looks into mirror*
eeyer.
it's flat! IT'S TOTALLY FLAT!!!
*horrified*

uhm.
i just washed my hair.
cos they said that hair that is just rebonded has to wait 3 days before washing.

and.
after washing.
i was combing my hair.
then the above situation happened.
so scary.

washing your hair for the first time after rebonding is a very traumatizing experience.

chernTze

Sunday, June 10, 2007

-- a quick sketch of my current hairstyle.

chernTze

a photo of my hair?
hmm.
i know ppl who know me out there would very want to know how i look now.
with my all-flat hair.

butbut
i dont want to leh.
can wait till i blur off my face using photoshop? xDD

chernTze

Friday, June 08, 2007

i... got my hair rebonded.
and i've decided to use a third person's pov to describe my hair.

1) my head looks smaller now. （廣告語：我，不再大頭！）
2) my hair looks flatter now. （我才發現… 原來… 我的頭好像不是圓形的）
3) very spiky and sharp ends. （請參考凱霓的頭髮）
4) i will have to tie my hair up when i go back to school （後面太長了）

okay.
just now zihui's mom came to my house.
she seemed surprised.
her comment was... quite encouraging.

and then my uncle came to my house.
he said that the new hairstyle make me look 'FRESH'.

but i really dont have the courage to put up my photo.

so.
i shall leave some room for imagination.

chernTze

Thursday, June 07, 2007

so as to entertain myself and any others who are interested,
i embedded some things on this page.
related to the seventh HP book:

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.

damn jk rowling.
her website is too nice but is always updated at random times.
sigh.
so i'd rather do a countdown myself.

i figured out that the embeds might look very out of place,
so i put it at the bottom of this page.
those who are interested can go and take the trivia quiz,
the qns are updated daily.

chernTze

HMM.
i wann watch Pirates of Carribean 3!!!
sheeeeesh.

trapped at home :/
cnt even go to the cinema nearby.
and for this june hols, not even Genting Highlands.
so stupid.
NOT EVEN genting highlands.
argh.

im already sick of mapling.
and ive played O2Jam till my eardrums cnt take it anymore.
for homework, i dont feel like doing.
for books, im only waiting for JK Rowling and her Deathly Hallows.
i helped my maid to sew dad's pants (voluntarily).
i woke up at 7 this morning.
i flipped thru all the comic books. all read and re-read before.
nothing much to watch on TV.

and i had just ~~updated my blog~~.

chernTze

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

just finished eating roti prata.
the malay pakcik's curry isnt that nice. i like the indian uncle's more. xp

[mysterious voice: you are on diet~ you are on diet~ diet~ diet~]

HEH.
i know i dont have heng xin.
haha, but who cares.

ive seen many ppl back here this time.
and most of them have this reaction:
"哎呀，你胖了！"
or those who like to be more indirect:
"嘿，臉長肉了！不像之前，臉尖得像一把刀。"
walao.
i prefer my 臉 to be 尖 like a 刀 lor.
[omg. so 雙文化.]

but still.
i have realized that im fatter than before, thank you.

ANYTHING WORSE TO ADD ON?
yes of course.
my mom's forcing me to get my hair rebonded.
so,
REBONDED HAIR ON A BIG HEAD WITH CHUBBY CHEEKS.
yes, yes, i would gladly want that, ma'am.
SHEESH.
i really couldnt imagine the outcome.
and after umpteen times of persuasion (which of course, failed)
我現在已是任人宰割的一片魚肉。

p.s. IF i return school very zibei-ly, MUST kaidao me k.

chernTze

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

隔世追兇 ROCKS man!
that's another cool serial watched.

郭晉安超可愛的。
雖然在這部戯中他飾演的是一個很細心的警官（應該是要很帥下的），
但是有時候他還是會不經意地流露出“阿旺”的感覺
所以說……
真的很可愛！

okay.
i still think that TVB actors are better at dramas.
but STILL!
飛輪海是帥的！
沒有人可以取代汪大東、炎亞綸和辰亦儒。

actually.
i thought i had the chance to go overseas for this june hols.
but then
as we all know that
大人都是不守信用的動物
……

so.
poor me is, again,
all locked up at home.
nth much to do.
with, OUCH, occasional bumping of head.

sheesh.
how i wish to travel.
I NEED SOME FRESH AIR.

chernTze

Friday, June 01, 2007

BSP CAMP ROCKS.
COS WE ROCK.

因爲我們石頭。
因爲我們是-
石頭！

石頭真的太酷了。
雙文化營！石頭！石頭！石頭！！

第17组：石头！
南中：意琳、菁菁、德瑜、翁玨、语迟
德明：诗婷、璧达、凯玲
立化：捷恩、威林
华中：立天、明翰、俶融、际超

還有，我們偉大的組長：
石頭！

石頭們。
我要聚會！

chernTze